Words of Mouth

My idea(i.e.something ideal to me) is always light years away from my current status. May it be called dellusion from personality disorder, or simply stupidity,,,,hahaha!!!

Conglatulations to who were entitled degrees at the ceremony. Unfortunately, I could not get there but hoping to see you all sometime very soon.

Immediately after salary had been paid, I had to pay my rent and other bills. This wholemonthly-routine could be `booked` in a way I usually deal with even merger of a bank;Dr Asset /Cr. Revenue →Dr.Expense/Cr. Asset. The insight dual accounting hints is almost, say, devine for expressing one of the most fundamental rules of our recognition, NO PAIN NOGAIN in the simplest way. Although I am someone working for my bread, I need daily bread to work 10 hours on average (and not surprisingly, what I want is more than merely a loaf of bread!), I could tempolary save instead of buying bread, but it never takes long being sent to hospital, and costs me more to stay there. Of course I know there are people who are free from all these  rat-race things, but they would sacrify their excitement instead of anxiety, or vice versa. I suddenly remember what my friend used to tell me; happiness is what you get after you give up something. I agree, but still, happiness is a good thing to me.

I am an egoist, leading life for my own sake. I may be lack of respect to things around, yet I can only define my self relative to other things/people. I am an egoist without ego. The idea is savage. That's my lament.

Thank you very much for all who left me touching messages for my birthday, and for who didn't . I may not be as young as I used to be, but you all made a part of my life, thus I can lead it with my herat fully content. Thanks for you all again!!!