Some say that when we have nothing to lose, we would not lose any more. Some also say no pain, no gain, i.e.we cannot gain something without losing something. Therefore, if we have nothing to lose, we will never gain anything!! And what this conclusion suggests is that everything we can get in our lives is limited within the initial endowment we had in the beginning.

It's 777 today. But not the 777th day of the new milenium. And I don't know why 777 is a lucky, good number. Anyway, it's 777 today.

7th of July is the day to celebrate summer end across east asian countries. After Japanese adapted solar calender, the original meaning of the celebration has been weakened. Similarly to the new year's resolution, Japanese people, mostly school lads, make wishes and write down them on stripes of paper hung on bamboo lods. It's been ages since I made a wish for the sky of July last time,,,,,and I don't remember what I wished. Watching the milkey way uset be one of the most important for the celebration, but again, this doesn't have that much meaning. Unlike the day in luner calender, 7th of July is usually in the middle of rainy season, thus a clear view of milky way is difficult to be expected. It seems to be the case in the UK as well, with the absurd cold and almost sarcastic raining with sun shine in between. I wrote sopmething about my hope around this period in the last year. This year, I don't know what to hope but still looking for some hope, don't give up.

It has been ending for a long time, and everything has been matter of my tolarence. I really hate such loose ends especially when it comes to a friendship, however I can never be more tolarent than I have been. And the thing I should appreciate is that a loose end always means nothing actually hasn't begun.