我是， 好吃懒做，好逸恶劳。 好大喜功，好高务远。 好说好笑不过不好笑的。 可以很好生的和好善恶恶。 我想变成好人。 所以有人说好人不当兵，好铁不打钉。 我可的应该有好人做到底的意思。 I have found so many expressions with HAO, and tried to put them into sentenses. I accept any criticizm against these strangesentenses.

I tried to record how Nagoya looks like from a foreigner's point of view Even the photos look as if I am making fan of ourselves, the experience was very positive, since I coud find something very absurd, strange but fanny in boring things which I have been taken for granted in my daily life. Please enjoy them!

2 things annoy me; mews and wether. I can hardly imagine the situation that I can enjoy news programmes without any depression or stress, and that we enjoy the sunshine within a week. Some people say that how terrible the wether in UK is out of the question, and I agree that. But I have to say that even though it's less infamous, the rainy season here is not that better than UK wether. What about news show? Well, there will be no argument about the inferiority of its quality of news shows here to ones in UK. For me, so many Japanese news readers are like actors in a cheap SOAP OPERA; try to add too much emotions, and make their audience feel embarassed. What I want to know is the things which are really happening. Not their emotions nor feelings! So why don't I stop watching TV programme, why don't I travel to the place with a nice wether?? Well, it may be because still I want to stay at home, and staying at home is something like that. As proverb goes, home is where you should remember from a distance, not where you should stay all the time.

As a compriment for a wearisome moment at my grand mothers 17th postmortem ceremony, we enjoyed really nice seafoods from the local sea of my grandparents' hometown. After we back home, I finally bought a new camera which I've been looking for for recent few days. The influence of people around seems to make me a bit more of a TECHNOSLAVE; yet my mean nature overcame greediness which drove me to buy the latest version of HD cameras. According to the catalogue spec, new one should be much better than my sister's. however, I'm not fully content with new device, especially with the brightness. I need to get used to adjust brightness besides the lens mode control.

7th of July, the day for a reunion; a handsome cowboy may cross the milkyway to see his girl friend. In fact it should be 7th of July by the luner calender, so they have to wait more than one month for the reunion. I could never watched milkyway at the date through my life, and recently even stop trying to find out milkyway in the sky of the rainy season. Winter stars in Colchester was luminating, perhaps one of only few beautiful things I could find there! On the way back to Avonway, the belt of Orion seemed to light my way. It might be why the way back became less safe after Orion's gone,,,DIS-ASTER in the literal sense. Sufferring from my insane bio-clock, I am thinking of disasters rather than stars. Nothing seems to be changing on its surface in my hometown, but for sure many things are changing even slowly, and possivly unfavorably. I've been with this anxiety for some periods of my life and strangely, when I come back home, this feeling gets stronger instead of feeling secure and relaxed. The anxiety may come from something inside my hometown,,,or myself. As the things which are familiar to me passes away, old things are replaced to new things. Even I'm home, thus, my world gets unvague and anonymous. So don't I have no way to escape this feeling of BIND? Yes I do. I can learn new things, can see new people.Some said there's no new things pn the earth. Thank god though, I'm not almighty therefore can be so much forgetful and inperfect. To the limit mind power and mortality of me, there still be a deep ocean of unpredictability/uncertainty. Even with my friends, so I hope to find something new, too. When I have chance to see them after a while, I want to be more than a reminder of the past time to them. Brand -New Reunions,,,like I re-discovered Orion in the sky of England after many years of oblivion, like Altire and Vega might re-find each other once a year, just I hope I can make all of my friends feel flesh, but relieved everytime I see them again.

Thank god and my friends, I am still in one piece after a 'nice' 18-hour journey. Finally I'm back. O（a.k.a EVIL RACIST)and me were talking about the first thing what we would do firat after we are back, and I bet him that, for me, it would be eating RAMEN(拉面). The answer was not. I had no time to call on at a nice noodle bar because of the tight train schedule. In stead of that, I could eat UDON（うどん）which mom cooked for me, so not that different from my plan. My home town looks a bit dusty and somehow older than half a year ago. In both big cities, Tokyo and Nagoya, there seem to be far less people on streets than in my image. It might be because everyone is stuck on his own business inide the buildings, or might be because of the 7 NICE PRESENTS from Mr.J.I.Kim...who knows! Anyway my concern at the moment is as usual;how to deciplinate miself during the prolonged boring period and how to maintain( ofcourse should be 'progressed' though!) my ability to use English. If I can make a solution like 'studying English everyday' the situation is nothing troublesome. But,,,MY LIFE IS NOT THAT SIMPLE AS IT LOOKS!, you know?HAHA!!

So my first nine months abroad finished at the lightning speed.Now I'm recalling what I've got and what I've lost through the period. It maybe something like the following; GET:New Friends, Survival Skill, a Pile of TESCO's receipt,Muscle,MAC mini, Offer from MSc of my interest, Schalorship, Age of 9 months, a Realistic point of view about a life abroad and so on. LOSE:Weight, Some of My Hair(Recovered though!), a Considerable amount of money, Confidense in English, Chance to earn salary, Some of my old friends, a Rosy dream about a life abroad, Concentration to study long, and so on. ,,,in total, yet, it's fair to say I got more than I lost, since New Friends can be the most difficult thing to get for a person of my age who is working for a company!